My Cute Family

that sounds weird, this is me dad and all his students

I love my family.

Just a simple sentence, but shows a happy family that maybe arent together all the time but will be there to help anytime.
even so family fought for some lil tiny mini things but then the next thing you can see they're like playing together again.
nevertheless, some family have to go through so much but in the end spilt and torn into pieces, broken apart. it's like a tradegy. Everything's like drawing a big big circle and at last meet with where it started, that's what proves the thing I'd said before. nothing's fair, everything's unfair. unfairness causes every single stupid sad problems that and last it end up still unfair. maybe that's what those families that split are called unlucky,fate or just god's unfairness?
okay.. dont know what im talking again.
yeah! uploaded some pictures. for my families that haven't saw yet (?):

not here(I mean M'sia), miss her

lil' devil cousin try to kill my sis and my cousin sis


hoohoo.. meet some of the family members.


Me sis and me
(of course Im not the gross one Im the ugly one)


Pretty cousin a.k.a THE cinderella-fairy-dancing-princess
she's the one that told me that, the name is kinda long
feel like less something but if im not wrong.


BIGG NEWS! me grandpapa is singing karaoke?!


far far there is me grandma and this is the medicine shop

still love my family.

To Joe joe

J-O-E!!!!! (x2)
finally got time to visit your blog (but you've'd too many post. so you know me for so long laziness made me read the latest one only) and write to you, hope you get to see this-

wuddahell is goin' wrong with'cha this days?
Ei (which is "I" that I dont really like to pronounce it as "I") mean like being that psychotic isane maniac of you all this time after going to that damn idiot got probs-studentS and IS a problemo secondary school. you kinda change so much but so lil (dont know describe)
so how's it going in that psycho hospital eh? urh.. meant pycho" school.
these days you're suffering huh and you're like i-loved-my-parents-dont-want'em-hurt-'cause-of-me guy
stupido.. if you really love'em maybe you can discuss everydamnthing with'em?! ..maybe?
and lil did I know your sad-dy thingy
so have you overcome your lonely business already?
I so wish I can help you and accompanied you all this time
but the fact is I didnt.. apologize for that
if you're still alive must contact me.

ya right.. you just SMS-ed me (is that coincidence? or you stalk me?!!)

miss you sooooo much but damn I cant make it this Sat
and Im feeling kinda blue now.. =.T


BORED!
now my status is half-holiday status
Oct no more school til Nov only school restart and its 4 damn days only.
how bored is that..
so hope that there's classes at school every damn holiday that can learn and understands more things * but not those sitting-on-the-chair-looking-at-the-whiteboard-until-buttachE lessons
if can, asked me and some like JE out this stupid HOLY-days
now you can see that im so heavenly nothing-to-do bored already yeah?

love ya.


yours a-lil-weirdy,
ZZZ

When Hopeful meets Hopeless

Im this really normal but weird but still normal secondary student
life(dont get that wrong, it means mine - 'cause I know there's many out there that have a I-found-myself-what-a-hopeful-life and I actually think that thats a great and amazing thing) is so very absolutely bored, a so-wasted-life(kinda regret doing stupid stuff)
this post proves it everyday doing nothing but wasting time
cant believe Im actually writting my bloggie (a someone that dont know how to write, was and is still bad at writting, does it and think it's wonderful - that's me)

*sigh* hopeless yet helpless, cureless too
at least I still know that fact HAH.

I really wanna know what is hopeful's opinion after reading hopeless's(me) post?
"really hopeless" (?)

so boring that I feel like I can actually write few hundred post now.
like the song that Im listening now - Wordplay by Mr. A-Z
love his special accent and singing style

P.S. it's a weird thing that was/is happening to my cute family(actually me and my sis only)
whatever song - nice song weird song so-last-century song noisy song not famous song
that me sis and I heard then all of the sudden us falling in love with those songs
then after a while the radio internet telebi blah blah blah would then broadcast it repeatedly and it's like everyone would adored it that actually made the song I've been listening not that special anymore and I would felt kinda depressed but happy that they like it
just dont understand at all, even those outdated so-last-year song can abruptly appeared everywhere weird huh? just dont get it, it happens all the time 'til now on me and my sis
that's what I realize quite lately. so what's wrong?

P.P.S. why am I writting P.S and stuff like that? ...

WhY?

Its so damn unfair.
this whole living thing and this world
why is everything so UNFAIR?!
just can't believe, there's justice in this world huh?
but.. kinda think of it more
it's like is this fate? or just some kind of coincidence?
or it's just a game that god plays all this time?
some needs more but get the least
some just get everything but doesn't need most
when is the world going to REALLY open up their mind and wake up..?
it still isnt the time to open up our eyes and see clear everything, then when is it gonna be?
"whatever who gives it a damn."
as long as we're feeling happy living in this fake damn ugly halusinated world we dont need to care anything, huh?
only one will wake up when falls into the reality
maybe everyone's born unconcious and living like a dead body without any spirit
and someday anyone will feel tired of being like that(means.. ownself think), but its okay to be unconcious?
okay, I sounded weird
what the hell was I thinking and writting..
what a total weirdo I am..

P.S. I still think that it's unfair

P.P.S. WHY?!